blue tinged

enough of this
rolling around in our own skin
lofty dreams of being and sleeping in

you knew me well when you saw me then,
halfway between the moon and nothing
you had me pegged
a one hit wonder and roll in the hay

baby,
if you close your eyes tight
i'll make it all dissapear
tonite
i know how to touch you just right
lets dream in the beatitude of being
sisters
twisted among our sunbathed limbs of solitude
and pull the covers tighter
never should we shiver
without the blanket of our lies
again.

not be sad

do you remember the night we saw the wisp
tied up in the milky back lights of stars
and broken tree limbs..
the devils smile
and the full moon..
prerequisite hand
invisible
holding mine
and not talking
not saying..
anything.

it was that night
i wanted to remember the green
glow of dashboard lights
on your chest
flashing up the warm skin of your neck
a neck not old enough to embrace it's own
youth, not old enough to know
youth in its dewy innocence..

the freon air from the vents
and the music
always the music with us,
made you drive and drive
until the morning silence hit the windshield
with the chilling silence between us,
it was earlier that night
we cried
our fingers knotted together
as we drove..

lets not be sad
you said
lets not be sad.

hey hey
can you come out and play? twisting
inside crimson
sunlights
together..?
whatever.
give me misguided missles of love
and disbelief inside
your brown mouth...
close your eyes
and simmer
in the summer
with me
again.