the spins

she said that the girl took her boyfriend out to a club not too long ago,
did some coke and abandoned him all alone.
she said that she is an evil woman
that she never loved me
and that she used me to make herself feel better about herself

i didnt want to hear things like that about her
i didnt want to see her pretty face bowed over and ugly
snorting white powder into her beautiful
indio nose

it was when she said that that my head began to spin.
i could not stop the spinning..

i looked for someone to erase it all away

but i thanked her still
for the truth.

the truth being such a hard thing to come by these days

i fell asleep with kisses from other girls that night.